Teaser but not

This is about the first page and a half of what I have written in my notebook about this story. Its really hard for me to write it even though the ideas keep coming and I have no idea why. I think this will be my pet project for the rest of the summer to finish it and edit it to death until I love ever single word and it means what I want it to mean. I hope you like the first bit. Its really short I know but overall the whole thing will just be a short story so yeah....

I gathered my dreams into the palm of my hand the way I had been taught when I was younger. Focusing all my goals and hopes into something I thought I would be able to hold. I imagined a little ball of golden light forming, pulsing with untapped power, that would allow everything to come true. I shut my eyes and focused. Just pure focus. Nothing but my life and dreams floating through my mind I opened my eyes.
Nothing.
"Will you stop being such a useless piece of space now?!" His voice startled me and I jumped hitting my arm against my desk.
"What do you want?"
"You to not suck so much."
"Oh shut up."
"Make me."
"What are we like five? Oh wait sorry your only four my mistake."
"Don't be such a bitch."
"Aren't there men out there you should be fucking." I pushed away from my desk rolling my eyes moving to the window. He wasn't going to let that one slide and I was right. He threw open my door and in two strides was towering over me and and I heard the slap before I felt it even thought I tasted the blood from biting my tongue. "Son of a bitch!"
"Go to hell you little slut!" He grabbed me by the hair and pushed me to the floor.
My mom sure knew how to pick em. My new step dad was a piece of dirt who hit me rather then her.