Moonlight Crashes

So this was just what came out as i typed and typed and typed and its kind of a round about way to talk about how I feel right now and whats going on with me but much more beautiful and structured and personal then me. 27 to go

I dream and dance in black and white
I forget the way the color touches the world
Until I found you
The world comes back around
Wraps and curls around
Finds the good
Cradles the bad
Eternity in a shining broken bottle
Calling you here to me
The blood flowing back into my veins
Handing over the false truths
Helping me take it all away
Twists
Twirls
Trails
Is it really that important
Does it matter that I am nothing but my doubts
So timid
So scared
Tight rope walking praying to fall into you
To soon
How far into the mountain do you dare
To soon
So right
Natural
Stopping the ever present destruction
Glass turns to stone
Blocking off
Yet still the innocence resides within the soul
Longing to tell all
Not willing to cry
Wanting to be held
Sad little dove with a broken wing
Graceful as a black swan
Looking like a foolish hippo wading in the water
Eyes that look
Sideways into the soul
Long and deep and pools of flickering joy
Sorrow draped over her head like a net
Swish
Swish
Swish
Swish
Gone
Patterns and checkers and dots
Control
Seeing the reaction
To far over the line
Hunting and searching
Riding the truth like the cold wind it is
Trying
Hoping
Wishing
To understand why
How had this happened
The blade untouched
Tears unshed
Relaxed
Hurt but surviving
How