Update/Gashes

Ugh....I was getting really good at posting here everyday to....Okay this is old and like back from september something. I am working on a new piece but its hard to write. Its tough subject matter I'm trying to handle and I have two endings that I like but as of right now I have no idea where its going to end up. I am writing it on and off on the side in my notebook. There might be a teaser piece to it up tomorrow....but it will be up I am thinking fully once I get back from Eugene on Friday. Please ignore how not so happy the following is I just liked it more then the other pieces as something to post today.

Gashes

What a pleasure
This fear is
This destruction
And we cry
And we bleed
And we laugh all the while
Terror
Terror all around
But we her go
Around and round the merry go round
A carousal of life
The ups and downs your not ready for
The only thing you can do is laugh
Awkward moments make you laugh
Scary things make you laugh because there is nothing else
Sad things always have laughter to deal with it
A simple sound
Laughter
But so unique
No one laughs like anyone else
People might laugh the same every time
But its not the same
The reason behind it
The emotion
The grief
The sorrow
The wonder
The amusement
The horror
The panic
All create it as a different sound
Millions die everyday
All around the world
Family and friends
Children and lovers
All dying
So what gives us the right to laugh at all
Someone’s husband died right now
A little girl was murdered
A young boy died of hunger
A wife was kidnapped and killed
Parents massacred for money
Grandparents killed to make things easier
Why can we laugh
In the middle of the pain
Why can we be so unaware
Of those who suffer
We all suffer
What do we have to laugh about
We are all things
We have feelings
We feel the pain
But we can also feel the joy
The laughter
The tears
The idea that we are all one
That we are all one means we all feel the pain
All feel the joy
To live a joyless life
To live a painless life
That is no life at all
Very few times in life
Will there be no emotions
Very rarely can we die
From who
And what we are
I say again we can never die
From being who we are
Laughing
Crying
The only difference is the tears
But even then tears are just water
Just water from our eyes
They can be brought on
By any and all powerful emotions
They aren’t just sad
They are joy
They are fear
They are you
They are me
Believe that we have a reason
A reason to laugh
A reason to cry
A reason to fear
We make no sense in life
That is the goal
To tease and torment
To confuse and abuse
To be who we are
Amongst all those who suffer
Amongst all the pain in the world
The death
The destruction
The starvation
The poor
The sorry
The lonely
All and more
We deserve to laugh
Because to laugh
Is to be real
To be real is to exist
To exist is to be here
May you agree or not
Is no care of mine
Or of anyone else
It just is what it will be
And for that all will see
Shifting views
Take your own ideas
Run with them
Let them fly
Cover the world in new ideas
New plans
New tears
And new laughs